Always have always will

Bitter

…you always shows your true self when you’re angry & baby, its sure is ugly…
Why do you always do that to me…hate it…hate it…

Dying

Sleep no longer gives me the getaway from life like it used to…
I am dying bit by bit, day by day inside…pieces of me just falls off dead…
I miss you badly…

There are days when all I wanna do is to talk to you, to be with you…to only breathe you.
I know I cant…
Hate it…hate me…hate you…
Hate me for what has happened, hate you for letting me go easily before & now…

:(

remember the reason u left the last time…its the same reason i left…
We just cant be together…for now, this life…I dont know…
I miss you so much right now…really really bad :(

I am sorry…

I miss you…really do…
But I know I can never go back.
I had to leave.
Things are going south for you.
You’ll loose everything if you choose me.
And I am afraid too…of ended up being alone.
I need solid grounds. Yours are shaky.
It has always been about you…you…you…only few small fractions of me.
I am tired.
But will love till I die.
Take care…